zaterdag 15 september 2012

Heart as steel

That one love, that first love, that one ‘you’ll never forget’-love. 
You will forget it my love. That second love that you’ll love, ‘ain’t nothing will come above this love. 
You will forget it my love. The third, the fourth, just pleat the fifth. 
Shit don’t matter as long you love who you with. 
I loved him, I f*cked him, I will not forget him. 
He wasn’t the first, won’t be the last, don’t waste my tears, forget the past. But. 

"Genuine innocence and no ending never after love young soft infinite addiction". 

I love you, need you, place no other one above you. Love me as I love you, two hearts, one beat, keeping in mind who’s heart to keep. Protect mine as I protect yours, love me as I do while torn. My heart, my body, my mind, ain’t nothing in this world to turn back time. If I could - I would, go back to that one day that we met, to wish never that it had. And My heart is weak, my lines are strong, keep up the façade while going on. I’m on this, I got this, no matter how I love, no matter how I f***, it will never be enough. 

Make love. Kiss me. Breath on me, just let go. Hold my arms, touch the back, take it easy make it slip to the back. I want you, need you, gotta have you. Hard, rough, you know I like shit rough. I miss you, kiss you, wanna f*** you, tongue you. Cherish the very thought of you inside of me, while riding me. Love like speed fines ain’t shit to me. Want you. Miss you. Love you. Take the wheel. Keep it real. Loving your d*** when heart as steel. 

So Is it wrong to love with all my heart, give with all my strength and take what I need so much? Overwhelming, too much, just right, too addictive, too depending, but just not enough. I’m not enough. Standing up for people I don’t know, playing games that I don’t like, hanging with people who just might, say the f*cking things to fuck shit up right. I ain’t the easiest girl, living in my fantasy world, dominated by chocolate swirls, vanilla icing and caramel curls. I cry hard, talk hard, f*** hard and love hard. A little bit too much, that’s me, cuz I wouldn’t be the same with all my guards up. I hate you, I heart you, ain't nothing will be the same without you. My best friend, my lover, just you, no other.